released July 14, 2009

Composed, performed and produced by Stephen Ugo Rosin at Blood 'n' Tongue, Vancouver, June & July, 2009.
Lyrics for "This Is All I Ask" by Gordon Jenkins.
Remastered for digital release in June, 2010.
Dedicated to all those who left a "good looking corpse".

I'M SO SORE MY BACK HURTS MY LEGS HURT MY NECK HURTS EVERYTHING HURTS EVERYTHING HURTS MY EYES HURT MY TEETH HURT MY HANDS HURT MY KNEES HURT EVERYTHING HURTS EVERYTHING HURTS MY TOES HURT MY HEAD HURTS MY DICK EVEN HURTS CAN'T EVEN FUCK WITH IT ANYMORE EVERYTHING HURTS EVERYTHING HURTS EVERYTHING HURTS EVERYTHING HURTS OUCH I'M JUST LOOKING FOR SOME SILENCE BUT ALL I GET IS NOISE I'M JUST LOOKING FOR SOME SILENCE BUT ALL I GET IS NOISE IT'S IN MY HOME ANYWHERE I ROAM WHEN I'M ALL ALONE FEEL IT IN MY BONES WHEN I'M LOOKING FOR SOME SILENCE ALL I FIND IS NOISE I KEEP LOOKING FOR SOME SILENCE BUT ALL I FIND IS NOISE ALL I FIND IS NOISE ALL I FIND IS NOISE I'M SORRY I CAN'T HEAR YOU ANYMORE I'M SORRY I HAVE TO KEEP YOU BEHIND THAT DOOR SEE I'M LOOKING FOR SOME SILENCE BUT ALL I FIND IS NOISE LOOKING FOR SOME SILENCE BUT ALL I FIND IS NOISE I'M LOOKING FOR SOME SILENCE ALL I FIND IS NOISE THEM FILTHY LOOK AT THEM FILTHY LITTLE KIDS KEEP COMING ROUND HERE YOU KIDS GET OUT OF MY YARD MY GOD WHERE ARE THEIR PARENTS WHAT A MESS LOOK AT THAT OH MY GOD YOU STAY OFF MY PROPERTY THEY'RE ALWAYS COMING AROUND HERE AND MESSING EVERYTHING UP GET OUT OF THERE YOU FILTHY YOU DAMN KIDS GET OUT OF MY YARD DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DRESS THEY CAN'T EVEN WEAR THEIR PANTS RIGHT PULL THE DAMN THINGS UP FOR GOD'S SAKE STOP COMING AROUND HERE YOU BUNCH OF LITTLE BASTARDS YOU KIDS GET OUT OF MY YARD NO RESPECT THEY DON'T RESPECT THEIR ELDERS OR ANYONE THEIR PARENTS MUST BE ALL DRUG ADDICTS AND PROSTITUTES GET OUT OF MY YARD YOU LITTLE BASTARDS FILTHY FILTHY FILTHY LITTLE BASTARDS COMING IN HERE AND WRECKING MY YARD ALL OF MY PRETTY FLOWERS YOU KIDS GET OUT OF THAT JELLO TREE YOU DAMN LITTLE BASTARDS FILTHY GET OUT OF MY YARD THERE'S NO CONSIDERATION FOR OTHERS THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BUT THEMSELVES DAMN LITTLE BRATS FILTHY LITTLE KIDS GET OUT OF HERE AND DON'T COME BACK I OUGHT TO GO OUT AND CALL THE COPS ON THEM GET THEIR PARENTS ARRESTED DAMN FILTHY LOOK AT THAT OH MY GOD THEY'RE WRECKING THE YARD YOU KIDS GET OUT OF HERE BEFORE I CALL THE COPS FILTHY FILTHY FILTHY LITTLE BASTARDS I HAD EVERYTHING NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY I HAD EVERYTHING NOW I GOT NOTHING YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY I HAD EVERYTHING FANCY CARS BIG HOUSES BEAUTIFUL WOMEN INTERESTING FRIENDS YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING NO PLACE TO LIVE NO FOOD TO EAT NO CLOTHES ON MY BACK NOTHING NOTHING AT ALL I HAD EVERYTHING NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY YOU TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY YOU TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY I REMEMBER A GIRL NAMED MARRY SHE WAS A LITTLE THING LIVED NEXT DOOR THE NEIGHBOR'S KID SHE USED TO THROW APPLES AT ME ALL THE TIME WE USED TO STEAL HER PANTIES FROM THE LAUNDRY LINE OUT IN THE BACK HER MOM DIDN'T REALLY TAKE TOO KINDLY TO THAT OF COURSE SHE'S DEAD NOW YES SHE'S GONE AND THEN THERE WAS MY GOOD FRIEND JACK WE USED TO JUST KIND OF HANG OUT AT THE FIVE AND DIME WELL WE'D YOU KNOW BUG STRANGERS WELL WE'D WANNA GET YOU KNOW BEG SOME POCKET MONEY FROM THEM YOU KNOW GET SOME CANDIES AND YOU KNOW PICK UP A SODA HE MOVED AWAY LAST I HEARD HE WAS DEAD HE'S GONE WELL THEN THERE WAS OLD BOBBY YEAH THAT WAS HIS NAME WE USED TO HITCHHIKE ACROSS THE COUNTRYSIDE WE GOT OURSELVES INTO A LITTLE SPOT OF TROUBLE THERE ENDED UP DOING A LITTLE TIME IN THE STATE PEN HE WAS A GOOD SORT THOUGH HE NEVER REALLY MEANT ANY ANY ANY TROUBLE ALTHOUGH I'M SURE THERE'S A FEW YOUNG LADIES WHO MIGHT DISAGREE WITH THAT YEAH HE'S DEAD NOW THOUGH YUP HE'S GONE YEAH THEY'RE ALL DEAD NOW THEY'RE ALL GONE I'M SORRY BUT THAT WAS NOT A VALID SELECTION WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING YET LET ME TRY THIS HERE ALL CIRCUITS ARE BUSY NOW BUSY WHAT THE HELL HOW CAN IT BE BUSY FUCK TRY THIS AGAIN PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATER MOTHER FUCKING MACHINES DUE TO ROUTINE SERVICING, THIS FEATURE IS NOT CURRENTLY AVAILABLE WHAT FEATURE WAS THAT I'M NOT EVEN SURE WHAT I WAS TRYING TO DO HERE PLEASE NOTE THAT YOU MAY RECEIVE ADDITIONAL CHARGES FOR THIS SERVICE WHAT I'M PAYING ENOUGH FOR THIS GOD DAMN THING ALREADY HOW MUCH MORE AM I GOING TO HAVE TO PAY FOR THIS PIECE OF SHIT JESUS CHRIST PLEASE MAKE ANOTHER SELECTION I HAVEN'T MADE A GOD DAMN SELECTION MAYBE IF I DO THAT TRY THAT THERE I DID NOT UNDERSTAND THAT REQUEST MOTHER FUCKING MACHINE WHAT MAY I DO FOR YOU TODAY YOU CAN FUCKING WORK FOR ME FOR A CHANGE LET'S SEE LET'S START OVER THE OFFICE IS NOW CLOSED PLEASE CALL AGAIN TOMORROW IT'S ONLY 3 O'CLOCK IN THE AFTERNOON HOW CAN IT BE FUCKING CLOSED ARE YOU REALLY THAT STUPID WHAT JESUS I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS STUPID MACHINE THAT OPTION IS NOT CURRENTLY AVAILABLE I HAVEN'T EVEN SELECTED ANYTHING WHAT THE LET'S START OVER PUSH THIS BUTTON AND TURN THAT YOU ARE SERIOUSLY PISSING ME OFF I'LL SHOW YOU WHO'S GETTING PISSED OFF YOU SON OF A BITCH DAMN IT WHAT IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM OLD MAN MOTHER FUCKING MACHINE PLEASE MAKE YOUR SELECTION SOMETIME IN THE NEXT HOUR LOSER FUCKING SHIT CALM DOWN SIR TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND FUCK OFF WHY YOU MOTHER FUCKING MACHINE THIS IS NOT MY PROBLEM YOU NEED TO GET YOUR OWN SHIT SORTED OUT I'LL SORT YOU OUT I'M GONNA TAKE YOU APART PLEASE STEP AWAY FROM THE MACHINE I'M GONNA RIP YOU WIRE FROM WIRE YOU PIECE OF THE AUTHORITIES HAVE BEEN CONTACTED AND ARE ON THEIR WAY THEY'LL HAVE TO CATCH ME FIRST BEFORE I RIP YOU INTO SHREDS YOU PIECE OF CRAP MACHINE FUCK IT GOD DAMMIT GET YOUR FILTHY HANDS OFF OF ME YOU BASTARD YOU DIRTY GOD DAMN RIP THIS THING OFF HERE NO NO THAT'S RIGHT SEE YOU YOU LIKE THAT YOU PIECE OF GOD DAMN DON'T TOUCH THAT SWITCH THAT'S THE ONE YOU DON'T WANT ME TO FUCK WITH THAT HELP HELP MOTHER FUCKING MACHINE I WONDER WHAT I'M DOING HERE I REALLY DON'T KNOW JUST WASTING MY TIME WASTING MY TIME IT'S NOT LIKE I'VE GOT TOO MUCH LEFT DWINDLING ALMOST TO NOTHING NOW WHY AM I HERE JUST WASTING MY TIME WASTING MY TIME I REMEMBER WHEN PEOPLE USED TO CARE ABOUT ME THEY'D TALK TO ME AND INCLUDE ME IN ALL THE PLANS NOW NO ONE EVEN NOTICES ME WHY AM I HERE JUST WASTING MY TIME JUST WASTING MY TIME I LOOK AT THE STREET FOR HOURS PEOPLE WALK BY I NEVER GET A SECOND LOOK I DON'T KNOW WHY I GUESS I JUST HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE WHY AM I HERE JUST WASTING MY TIME JUST WASTING MY TIME WASTING MY TIME JUST WASTING MY TIME THE TICKS AND TOCKS OF ALL THE CLOCKS FEWER AND FEWER NOW WHY AM I HERE I'M JUST WASTING MY TIME JUST WASTING MY TIME WATCHING THE WAVES COME IN OVER AND OVER AND OVER WASH IT AWAY WASH AWAY JUST WASTING MY TIME WASTING MY TIME EVERYTHING I KNEW IT'S OLD NOW NOBODY CARES ITS ALL BEEN REPLACED WITH SOMETHING BETTER NOTHING LEFT JUST WASTING TIME JUST WASTING MY TIME LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THE BEST FRIEND I EVER DID HAVE HE'S MY DOG HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND WE'D GO EVERYWHERE TOGETHER HE NEVER LEFT MY SIDE THAT'S RIGHT HE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NOW HE'S DEAD YOU SEE I GOT NO DOG BECAUSE MY DOG IS DEAD OH MY GOD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG HE WAS ALWAYS MY FRIEND HE WOULD DO EVERYTHING HE WOULD DRESS UP IN FUNNY CLOTHES AND TALK TO ME HE WOULD SIT THERE AND LAUGH IN HIS LITTLE DOGGIE LAUGH AND HE WOULD STARE AT ME HE WAS ALWAYS IN MY HOUSE AND WHEN I'D GO OUTSIDE HE'D GO OUTSIDE WITH ME AND I WOULD TAKE HIM FOR A WALK I'D FEED HIM CANS OF FOOD AND HE WOULD EAT THEM BECAUSE HE WAS MY DOG NOW MY DOG IS DEAD THAT'S RIGHT MY DOG IS DEAD I GOT NO DOG MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG HE WAS ALWAYS HERE I NEEDED HIM TO BE HE WOULD ALWAYS COME TO ME WHEN I CALLED HE'D PUT HIS WET LITTLE NOSE UP AGAINST MY HAND AND HE'D LICK MY HAND AND THEN HE'D GO AND TURN AROUND AND LICK HIS ASS OH HE'S MY DOG HE WAS SUCH A LOVELY CREATURE OH HE WAS ALWAYS MY FRIEND HE COULD DO ANYTHING HE COULD GO AND FETCH AND HE COULD GO AND ROLL OVER HE WAS MY FAVORITE HE WAS MY DOG HE WAS THE BEST THING I EVER HAD BUT NOW MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD OH MY GOD HE'S DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD WHY HE WOULD SAVE MY LIFE EVERY DAY HE WOULD PULL ME OUT OF FIRES AND HE WOULD DO ANYTHING HE COULD FOR ME CAUSE HE WAS MY FAVORITE DOG HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND HE WAS MY DOG AND I LOVED HIM SO I KNOW HE'S IN DOGGIE HEAVEN NOW BECAUSE MY DOG IS DEAD THAT'S RIGHT MY DOG IS FINALLY DEAD OH MY LORD HE'S DEAD AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO WITHOUT HIM OH MY GOD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD MY DOG IS DEAD NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP BUT SLEEP WON'T COME FOR ME SLEEP WON'T COME FOR ME EVERY NIGHT I DREAM OF SLEEP ALL NIGHT LONG I WAIT I CLOSE MY EYES WATCH THE SHADOWS ON MY LIDS MISTER SANDMAN SEND ME A DREAM MISTER SANDMAN I'M READY TO SCREAM NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP BUT SLEEP WON'T COME FOR ME NOW I'M LAYING HERE COUNTING SHEEP BUT SLEEP WON'T COME EVERY NIGHT I DREAM OF SLEEP BUT SLEEP WON'T COME MISTER SANDMAN SEND ME A DREAM MISTER SANDMAN SEND ME A DREAM SLEEP LOVE ONCE I HAD LOVE LOVE ONCE I HAD LOVE THERE'S A TIME WHEN SOMEONE WILL LOOK AT YOU AND SEE EVERYTHING THEY NEED BUT THAT TIME IS FLEETING THE CLOCKS TICK AND WITH EACH TOCK YOU LOOSE A LITTLE BIT OF THAT APPEAL UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING LEFT BUT SAND AND ROCKS BUT LOVE ONCE I HAD LOVE LOVE ONCE I HAD LOVE ONCE A GLANCE ACROSS A ROOM FELT LIKE AN INVITATION BUT NOW THAT SAME GLANCE FEELS LIKE AN INVASION FLOWERS ONLY LAST A DAY AND THEN THEY'RE GONE AWAY BUT ONCE ONCE I HAD LOVE ONCE ONCE I HAD LOVE THERE WAS A TIME WHEN MY TOUCH WAS LIKE A CHIME SO LONG AGO THAT NOW THAT TOUCH IS MORE LIKE A CRIME BUT ONCE I HAD LOVE ONCE I HAD LOVE ONCE I HAD LOVE I GOT NOTHING FOR CHRISTMAS I GOT NOTHING AT ALL I GOT NOTHING FOR CHRISTMAS I GOT NOTHING AT ALL I GOT NOTHING DIDN'T EVEN GET A CALL DIDN'T GET A SWEATER I DIDN'T GET A LETTER DIDN'T GET NO HAM I DIDN'T EVEN GET A CAN OF SPAM I GOT NOTHING NOTHING FOR CHRISTMAS AT ALL I GOT NOTHING DIDN'T EVEN GET A CALL DIDN'T GET NO TURKEY NO CRANBERRIES DIDN'T GET NO STUFFING ALL I GOT WAS A WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING I GOT NOTHING NOTHING FOR CHRISTMAS AT ALL I GOT NOTHING YOU KNOW I DIDN'T EVEN GET A CALL OH GOD AS I APPROACH THE PRIME OF MY LIFE I FIND I HAVE THE TIME OF MY LIFE LEARNING TO ENJOY AT MY LEISURE ALL THE SIMPLE PLEASURES AND SO I HAPPILY CONCEDE THAT THIS IS ALL I ASK THIS IS ALL I NEED BEAUTIFUL GIRLS WALK A LITTLE SLOWER WHEN YOU WALK BY ME LINGERING SUNSETS STAY A LITTLE LONGER WITH THE LONELY SEA CHILDREN EVERYWHERE WHEN YOU SHOOT AT BAD MEN SHOOT AT ME TAKE ME TO THAT STRANGE ENCHANTED LAND GROWN-UPS SELDOM UNDERSTAND WANDERING RAINBOWS LEAVE A BIT OF COLOR FOR MY HEART TO OWN STARS IN THE SKY MAKE MY WISH COME TRUE BEFORE THE NIGHT HAS FLOWN AND LET THE MUSIC PLAY AS LONG AS THERE'S A SONG TO SING THEN I WILL STAY YOUNGER THAN SPRING